Hard to believe he has been gone just over a year now, our baby boy Tristan would be two today, instead he celebrates his day in the sky, at peace, pain free and loved beyond measure by our Heavenly Father.
We sent him up blue balloons, with greetings and notes, our love will never fade, nor will our memories of this precious life, one we got to share by the grace of God. A blessing He had for us only if we opened our hearts to this sweet baby and we are so glad we did!
Our son and baby brother Tristan, came to us at 4 weeks old, barely 5 pounds. With severe birth defects, he was not meant to survive but a few weeks, we were told.
We had him 9 months and 12 life changing days till we handed him back to God. His precious life was so special to us, he was such pure love and innocence.
He knew us, he showed us love, even when his broken body could not do what he wanted, he managed to show us that he knew us, he understood our love of him and that he loved us as well.
Even having to hand this little one back to God, one of the HARDEST things I've ever done in my life, did not make me regret not ONE day, not one minute of time I had him, he was JOY.
We'll see you in Heaven precious baby boy, till then, know your momma and daddy love you- you are our baby boy forever:)